Day 7

Woke up with a really bad headache today, think its the nicotine deficiency and all my fat breaking down which is both annoying and welcomed :) Although I also can't poo which is very very annoying, because I probably weigh an extra stone in just the food that is stored in me! 


I have been very grumpy recently, but I think I'm allowed to be a little bit. I've given up everything I love! Or rather, I haven't had much of what I love! No smoking, little food, no sex (permanent time of the month - don't ask why), little caffeine, little sugar and little alcohol! So seeing as I haven't killed anyone yet, I think I'm doing quite well!


Also I am waiting for some coursework and exam marks so that might be why I'm not in a very good mood...but I did get two of my coursework marks back (waiting for another 3 and an exam now) and one was very low, but I still passed and I got a first in my other one!! Which was the hardest!! So I have cheered up a bit.


I have been a bit naughty today though - I ordered pizza hut...but I haven't had much of it at all! Just the smell was good enough to live on...every time I actually want a bit of pizza I have to remember my motivation points (the + points for being thin). To give you an idea;

• Hip bones
• Walking up hills
• Boyfriend to pick me up easy
• Wear a bikini and not want to hide
• To wear my favourite skirt again

But it seems like whenever you tell someone what you are doing, they automatically know more than you about it! And I just want to say "Yes, I do know what I am doing because I was there - you were not". Garghhhh it is so annoying! And by the way, I know exercise is healthy, but I'm still losing weight healthily even without exercise so PISS OFF! And most of the people who are telling me this aren't exactly in a state to tell me how to lose weight anyway...

Day 7

• Half a small fish sandwich
• 2 chicken wings
• 2 cheese triangles
• 1 piece of garlic bread 

I did feel a bit guilty about this at the time, but looking back at it - it's not bad at all...so I might treat myself later to half a piece of pizza if I get hungry again...

Look forward to tomorrows pictures!

Stay beautiful darlings!

Emma xx


**ps. I did have a very small piece of pizza as well a bit later**