Day 13

This is how skinny I would like be;

But with bigger boobs, I'm going to miss my boobs so much!!


I'm a bit worried about making a cake tomorrow, with the boyfriend, it's good because its fun but I'm a bit worried I will eat it all! But I don't really like cake that much anyway...


The problem is that I love food so much, that if something tastes good, it's hard to put it down once you have had a bite, but I'm getting better at it. And rubbish at the "waste is wasted whether it's wasted on your waste, in the toilet or in the bin", but it's better if I can give it to someone else to finish. The sushi I made the other day, I couldn't finish it, so I made one of my house mates eat it. I have written a list of when things run out so I know when to eat things by, for example, my pasta runs out tomorrow so I should eat it for lunch.


I'm also getting quite anal about the cleanliness of the kitchen and utensils so am having a big clean on Sunday. Things get left with mould on the bottom and it's disgusting. I realised  the other day that the best thing about food is making it and eating it is just a by-product, hence the reason I have put so much weight on since uni. Apart from really really nice things. Like Krispy-Kreme doughnuts, chocolate cookies, BBQ chicken wings, cashew nuts, cheesecake, Dominoes pizza (meteor), cheesy garlic bread and brownies. So I have to try and just have one bite of those :)


Day 13

• 2 sushi rolls
• 3 mini sushi rolls
• 6 prawn crackers
• 1/2 a doughnut
• 1/2 cookie

Goodnight lovelies!!

Emma xx