Monday, 20 February 2012

Day 31 & Photos

So I did photos yesterday, but was so busy I couldn't upload them, and completely forgot!! I'm feeling a lot more confident than I usually do which is lovely, and I actually went to uni!! I am getting incredibly stressed out at the moment though, probably from all the coursework mixed in with the not smoking and hormones, but I'm literally going a bit nuts. Bursting into tears randomly and feeling sick because I'm panicking too much!! But I have an entire month left of this, if it is the coursework. But I'm thinking about going to the doctors to see if it's a medical thing and if not - I shall resort back to hypnotherapy (in my addict-like ways).






Accidentally got some of my hair in this one! But This week, although the stomach reduction is less, I think it's more noticeable around my hips and my wings are nearly gone!! But for some reason I was standing wonkily and although my boyfriend told me to stand up straight, for some reason I didn't. It may have been because I was cross with him for no reason and I was being stubborn...


Day 31

  • 5 pieces of mini chirizo
  • 1 sausage
  • 1 yorkshire pudding
  • 1 sausage roll
  • 3 squares of chocolate + an aero Christmas tree (tiny)

One thing we get told a lot in a session, is to not worry about our "indulgent" days, because skinny people have them too! I have a friend who has never been over 7st 5lbs who eats quite a small amount, but sometimes she will eat a whole tub of ice cream in front of one film!! So it's okay to have days where you eat a bit more and enjoy it, as long as you let yourself do it, push away any feelings of guilt and make sure you let yourself know that you can go back to small portions tomorrow. One other thing that is helpful is asking yourself if it's worth it - Is that doughnut going to make me more happy than being slim? Is that chocolate bar going to satisfy me as much as self-confidence? My answer is usually NO, and I'm sure most peoples is aswell.

Have to go to bed now so will wake up to do more coursework, so goodnight sweeties!!

Emma xx

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