Day 12

So today I've just been doing my coursework, what fun! Whilst watching Skins at the same time of course, otherwise I might die of boredom! Then had a lovely cooking sesh, and the boyfriends plate was about 5 times the size of mine! Feeling better about getting back on track today, might to a bit of late night exercising later ;) 


Day 12

• 2 sushi rolls
• 100g of a pie (if not less)
• 4 forkfuls of mashed potato
• 5 pieces of carrot

Anyways going to bed early because I have a super early start! 


Night darlings!


Emma xx

Day 11

Last night I didn't have much sleep, but today I have been feeling fine. I had lots of fun with one of my house mates making sushi. Which was fun, but we kept eating the bits that didn't go so well and I couldn't really keep my hands off the crab sticks. Sometimes this was okay because there wasn't much rice in those bits, but it was so much fun. Also sushi is really good for you and is also quite filling. I made two sizes, the first was about 1 1/12 cm in diameter and the other was about 3-4 cm in diameter, but I'm telling you this because I got a bit carried away and made so much so I will be eating it for the next few days.

Day 11

• 2 crackers with boursin
• 4 mini sushi rolls
• 3 sushi rolls
• 3 meatballs in chipotle sauce
• 1 mini slice of pizza
• 3 crab sticks

Night darlings!!

Emma xx

Day 10

"This morning was good, then I got up" - The remake of Freaky Friday with Lindsey Lohan in.


This is nicely appropriate for today, I had a lovely sleep, then I woke up, and the day has been up and down since! But now it is solidly good, which is nice :) But that might be the reason I have had a little more to eat than I usually would. I have noticed however that I am eating slightly more and more than I was to start with, but I am trying to get back on it. And I have my next meeting on Saturday. Also I couldn't resist have a little weigh - but firstly my scales are always wrong and secondly it looks like more and the scales need to catch up. So far I have lost 8lbs :)


Day 10

• Mini cheesecake
• 1 snow cracker
• 3 lines of galaxy chocolate
• 1 sausage
• A blob of mash 
• Teaspoon of spaghetti
• 1 crab stick
• 1 penguin bar

Stay beautiful darlings!

Emma xx

Day 9 & Pictures

This morning was such a lovely one! Last night I went to bed at around 6am so when I say morning, I mean midday! But I woke up so happy, which was lovely...Internet has been playing up all day though so when I have to do work and it can't be done, I get annoyed and overeat, but I didn't! I am however, surprised that I managed to eat a whole burger! 


Drama in our house today! It started last night - really random, but nothing to do with me but again, I would usually nervous eat, but I didn't! I did however, have quite a bit to drink last night so calories are probably not good at all! However hopefully I will be burning them off later ;)


I am quite hungry today, but I think it's because I want to nervous eat and my brain is sending me the wrong signals...so I'm not starving myself - I have eaten enough! and I have also drunk 3 litres of water today and it feels kind of nice, but I am forcing it, I'm not thirsty.


Day 9

• 1/2 piece of garlic bread
• Small turkey burger
• Yoghurt
• 1/3 of a white KitKat
• Handful of crisps
• 1 forkful of spaghetti boll

I have had stretch marks for a while, but I have noticed within the past week that they are looking quite angry and dark, but I have been told that that is to be expected, so I have some lovely smelling mango body butter to help keep the elasticity in my skin. And I'm hoping the stretch marks will go soon as well!


I should also let you know that I do have a problem with my spine (it doesn't hinder me at all - just looks funny) called lordosis. This just means that my spines natural curves are a bit bigger than other people - so I'm not slouching! Also it makes my tummy and bum look bigger than they are because they stick out!


I also have lots of lines appearing around my tummy which is a good sign of losing weight! At a first glance, the pictures don't look like they have changed much, which is why I have put a red line in so you can see where my tummy was before, and where it is now. I should also say that my boyfriend took these pictures and he is a professional photographer so the images are exactly the same distance away and haven't been shrunk or anything.


So here is the next photo!

Thank you darlings!


Emma xx

Day 8

So today was very interesting, I felt like I was over eating but looking back it's not so bad. I did have a lot to drink though, alcohol wise, but it was fine and I go by if you don't have a hangover - you're good. But I had a lovely girlie night; painting my nails (twice) and watching Disney films. Anyway so I felt a bit bloated to do photos so they will be up tomorrow instead (it's not cheating - promise!)


Day 8

• 2 1/2 small pieces of pizza 

Day 8 photos up tomorrow


Night darlings

Emma xx

Day 7

Woke up with a really bad headache today, think its the nicotine deficiency and all my fat breaking down which is both annoying and welcomed :) Although I also can't poo which is very very annoying, because I probably weigh an extra stone in just the food that is stored in me! 


I have been very grumpy recently, but I think I'm allowed to be a little bit. I've given up everything I love! Or rather, I haven't had much of what I love! No smoking, little food, no sex (permanent time of the month - don't ask why), little caffeine, little sugar and little alcohol! So seeing as I haven't killed anyone yet, I think I'm doing quite well!


Also I am waiting for some coursework and exam marks so that might be why I'm not in a very good mood...but I did get two of my coursework marks back (waiting for another 3 and an exam now) and one was very low, but I still passed and I got a first in my other one!! Which was the hardest!! So I have cheered up a bit.


I have been a bit naughty today though - I ordered pizza hut...but I haven't had much of it at all! Just the smell was good enough to live on...every time I actually want a bit of pizza I have to remember my motivation points (the + points for being thin). To give you an idea;

• Hip bones
• Walking up hills
• Boyfriend to pick me up easy
• Wear a bikini and not want to hide
• To wear my favourite skirt again

But it seems like whenever you tell someone what you are doing, they automatically know more than you about it! And I just want to say "Yes, I do know what I am doing because I was there - you were not". Garghhhh it is so annoying! And by the way, I know exercise is healthy, but I'm still losing weight healthily even without exercise so PISS OFF! And most of the people who are telling me this aren't exactly in a state to tell me how to lose weight anyway...

Day 7

• Half a small fish sandwich
• 2 chicken wings
• 2 cheese triangles
• 1 piece of garlic bread 

I did feel a bit guilty about this at the time, but looking back at it - it's not bad at all...so I might treat myself later to half a piece of pizza if I get hungry again...

Look forward to tomorrows pictures!

Stay beautiful darlings!

Emma xx


**ps. I did have a very small piece of pizza as well a bit later**

Day 6

Still not feeling great but I need to get up and do some work and some washing and stuff so I am still alive :) Been almost a week now and am feeling pretty good, I have lots more energy and want to get out and dance and run.


Because I'm eating less I am also taking vitamins just to keep me healthy...these are;

• Omega 3
• Vitamin C & Zinc
• Echinacea
• Evening primrose oil
• Multi-vitamins & Iron
• Brewers yeast

Day 6 

• rest of chicken burger
• 1/2 doughnut 
• mini trifle 
• miso soup

For people who don't know, miso soup is only 28 calories and is practically flavoured water with some seaweed in the bottom - not to everyone's taste, but I love it.


Emma xx